I've deliberately been avoiding my calorie counting program, whyeat, and this blog in an attempt to have a more healthy relationship with food. I've had three days of 'normal' eating - and have subsequently been avoiding mirrors.
AARGH!
And then...I went out for lunch with a mate, and missed out of the chocolate cake I had planned to consume...and because of this small 'failure', I went on a two day binge.
Not as bad as my previous ones, but I still feel awful, after having felt so proud of the past three days.
And now I'm wondering what i'm going to do. I need to call the nutritionist my mum referred me to.
Ugh, I want to starve. Where did my motivation go??
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