Dammit!! I'm so hungry, and I can't change my meal plan because I've only 60 calories left!
UGH!!
I'm so hungry - my mouth is full of saliva (gross), my stomach begging me to eat, and my vision is going all fuzzy like it normally does when I'm really hungry. I want to give in, but I have to keep going. Every few minutes I think, 'go on, just give in...', and then a few more minutes pass and resolve returns, and I remind myself that if I fail, I will hate myself.
I have to succeed; I have to win this.
I just want to be little.
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